MJ-Upbeat Visitors PLEASE READ…

Dear fans,
I hate to do this, and I’m so sorry to ask this, but I desperately need help regarding my web site. I know we are all struggling financially so I understand if most cannot help me.
I don’t want to shut down my web site, (like MJFC did), but I feel their pain. I’m literally drowning in bills.
I’ve shamefully put my web site as priority over my bills these past 10 years and now I’m behind in everything.
(Donation Button On Lower Page).
I pay $20- a month for MJ-Upbeat, (for 10 years) ,,, I pay for my domain name yearly, (10 years of paying that), my Internet access. I’ve spent litterally thousands of dollars on gifts for fans ALL over the world. I am not inflating that, I mean that 1000%. The fans I’ve helped all over the world know this is true.
Since Michael died I bought out an entire store of all their MJ stuff and I kept none of it. (MJ T-shirts, stickers ect). I sent them out as gift packages and also paid for the shipping. I’ve shipped out over 40 MJ Pepsi cans free of charge all over the world. (The shipping cost more than the cans).
I also bought 2 premium memberships for 2 less fortunate people in 2005 ‘MJJSource’. I told Karen Faye to choose 2 fans who were struggling financially and award them this gift anonymously. Karen Faye knows this to be true. I did that because I felt badly for those who might not be able to afford it.
I’ve helped people who wrote me about their sick children. I bought bunches of gifts and sent them out. Also made a HUGE card from all the fans and sent that out as well for each child.
Here are some photos of one child named Timothy recieving his gift package:
Below are more of MJ-Upbeat’s activities to help Michael & fans over the past 10 years. (Link)
I’ve always’ put the web site FIRST before my rent, before food, before everything. I did it because I had the money at the time, but now I don’t have anything left and I NEED HELP BADLY!
I’m 5 months behind in my rent so I need to focus on my rent rather than my web site. My rent needs to take priority at this moment.
I would hate to close down seeing how November 1st is MJ-Upbeat’s 10 year anniversary. 🙁
I’ve had the donation button up for almost a year and 3 people have been able to help…. I thank them so much for their help, (they know who they are, but I cannot mention their names without permission).
I’m imploring fans who are able,,,, to help me keep MJ-Upbeat alive and running smoothly by donating whatever you can. Anything will be appreciated.
I feel terrible asking, but it needs to be done. I’ve put this off for as long as I can, but I’m running out of options.
Please understand and don’t think badly of me for asking. I wouldn’t do it unless I really needed to.
I’m not trying to brag when I share all that I’ve done, I’m only trying to show that I have been there and helped when I could. I was only too glad to do all that I have done, but now I’m reaching out for help too.
If you don’t have a paypal account and would like to donate, please send a check or money order to:
Bonnie Lamrock
157 Adams St. (Apt #1)
Dorchester / Boston MA
For paypal users, here is the link below: (There is also a donation button on the bottom of every page.)

Thank you SO much for understanding.(and I totally understand if you can’t help, so please don’t feel bad). <3

Above: (Me,,, Bonnie Lamrock)

My family below:





  1. virginia urbach August 24, 2013 at 1:03 AM - Reply

    Bonnie, I have donated via paypal. I hope this helps as I enjoy seeing your posts and pictures of our beloved Michael. Much love to you and yours. Please don’t lose your home because of facebook. Not worth it!

    • Bonnie Lamrock August 24, 2013 at 2:05 AM - Reply

      Thank you Virginia. I wish it didn’t come to this. 🙁 Your donation will be so helpful. <3 <3

  2. Tammy Marie August 24, 2013 at 1:41 AM - Reply

    Oh Bonnie I wish I could help..I just a wrote a poetry book as soon as it is available I will be more than happy to donate what I can..Cause that what Michael would want me to do is help someone else…….God Bless you……

  3. All Things Michael August 24, 2013 at 3:09 AM - Reply

    Hi Bonnie,

    I just sent you a small donation, but more will be forthcoming. I’ve sent you a personal message. Please check your email when you have some time. Thank you so much.

    Much Love ♥

    • Bonnie Lamrock August 24, 2013 at 3:21 AM - Reply

      Thank you Valerie. Thank you so much. <3 <3 I recieved it.

  4. Bonnie Lamrock August 25, 2013 at 7:49 PM - Reply

    I would like to take a moment to thank you all for your donation’s, your love, your well wishes and especially your prayers. It means a lot that people care about my situation and are here for me during this difficult time. I know there are people worse off than me so I am truly counting my blessings through all this. In the end, whatever happen’s I’ll know I, (we) tried our best. <3

  5. steidley July 10, 2014 at 3:46 PM - Reply

    MJ is without a doubt the king. Anytime i listen his tracks i feel as he is still alive. Definitely one of the best pop music celebrities ever!

  6. Theresa Mcgaughey May 31, 2015 at 1:03 AM - Reply

    wow I just got to this sight but I gonna brows it ur soo awwsome so whats going on now? u ok? I can donate with my debit card? alittle at least, hey thanks for this im loven it and bless ur heart

    • Bonnie Lamrock May 31, 2015 at 4:26 AM - Reply

      Thank you and bless your heart too. 🙂 ♡ 🙂 ♡ ♡ ♡ ☆

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